SHIN&CG <333

2010-05-02T09:03:00.001-07:00

THIS DESERVES ITS OWN POST SO HERE I AM AGAIN!! I SAW JUNSU THE LOVE OF MY LIFE OMG FINALLY I CAN DIE A HAPPY GIRL :D:D:D:D:D YAY LIFE IS GOOD EVEN THOUGH THERE ARE MANY IRRITATING PEOPLE AROUND!!!! JUNSU I LURBXZ YOU FOREVER PLZ COME AGAIN!!!!!!!!

2010-05-02T08:51:00.000-07:00

It's amazing how people change, and how they change alot.
But the amazing people are those who cause the changes.
I guess I agree that __ is amazing, but not necessarily in a good way.
I hate how I'm becoming so mean because of that one person, and hence I am really going to stop being irritating.
But I still believe that one day you'll see the light.

On a side note, teen games were unexpectedly fun.. but we lost which sucked. Lunch after was fun toooo(:

I STILL MISS SQUASH AND SQUASHERS!
Lifang you know I lurbxz you though I always suan you right!!
Miss studying with Jodz too D:

2010-04-08T09:21:00.000-07:00

Ytd was the worst day of my life.

1. I found out that i failed _____ when just yesterday i was rejoicing over how i managed to pass it.

2. Could. not. stop. crying omg.

3. Chem experiment failed twice, reagent just refused to turn blue?!

4. Just when i thought all was over, i found out that i lost $50.

Never ever cried so hard in school omg, i took >30 minutes to finally stop sniffing madly. But my classmates were being super kind to me tolerating all my emo-ing over life and just sitting around with me (L)(L)(L)

Then today, I was complaining about how i cannot eat out or in the canteen for the rest of the month because i have to fork out that 50 bux for the class fund and they just tolerated everything.
Then when lessons ended, they handed me an envelope with money from all of them omg i was so touched!! If i didn't cry so much ytd (no tears already!!) i would burst out crying from gratitude.

THANKS GUYS MAD LOVE OMG ALL YOU GIRLGANG PEOPLE HAHA (you know who you are) AND ZHUOZHUO, XP and CP. Technically XP is also a jiemei....

LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVE I WILL REPAY ALL YOU GUYS FOR THIS I PROMISE
SORRY WHOEVER I SHOWED BLACK FACE TO YTD OR TODAY, AND THANK YOU, ALL OF YOU <3333333

2010-02-04T06:29:00.000-08:00

I don't think anyone reads this anymore, but I'm going to blog anywayzxzxz

THANK YOU

Squashers- Lifang, Jodz, Mabel, Jacq, Eden, Cat, Jo, &7A gurlzx esp. Pau, Krix, V, Weix, Wee, Tomz, Hilz, Ma, Simei, &Benz, Val, Shimin, Abby, Yitong, Laine, Michelle, Janine, Dee, Tianz, Peiz, Wongy, Sophia, Nora, Jiawen, ZY, XP, CP, BT, QM, Yi-lin, Marisa, and everyone else who contributed to my happiness in one way or another.

I LOVE YOU GUYS VERY VERY MUCH

I loveeee being part of 7A even though I really didnt like it at first!!

You girls are awesome!! Tolerating all my weird language (secretly, confused girl is me~~!~!), sticking with me when I criiii, and just always being around. THANKS SO MUCH I LOVE YOU ALL FOR LIFE.

SQUASHERS HOW COULD I LIVE WITHOUT YOU GUYS. You guys are like my oldest batch of close friends hurhur and I'm pretty sure you all know how much I love having each and everyone of you around as a friend!! I really love going out with you guys, hanging around or playing guitar hero woohooo. FRENZ4EVA <3333333333333333333

Benz I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE your present the best :D Haha I think I look like I dont care for this kind of sentimental~!~! things but I reallly love looking through them and remembering the good ol' times. Thanks for always teaching me chem and eating XLBs with me

VAL&SHIMIN we've really drifted D: I was so sad when val you didnt wish me Happy Bday at 11+ omg I really thought you forgot!! Shimin I really miss having you around even though i always laugh at you you know I love you right right

NO PHOTO D:

Abbyyyyy and Peiz thanks for sticking with me through training!!! Abby, you never ever get angry at me even though I always pon and pangseh you and throw tantrum at you because I LOVE FRIZBEEE. I promise not to pon anymore!!!( To the best of my abilities :D)

Yitong and Laine!! You guys are awesomez I really miss you guys alotalotalotalot!!!! Mahjong soon plzzzzzzzz!!!!!!

Juniors I really miss you guys and playing squash with you guys~!!!! Even though you are all very mean to me I still love you guys. Batch 08 and 09 outing soon plzzzz Michelle plzzzz organize!!!!

Sophia and Wongy and Nora, you guys are like my long lost friends especially Sophia omg we've known each other for more than 10 years we are awesome. And Wong, I'm super glad that I started talking to you more again!!

Jiawen my uni friend!! Thanks for making Uni bearable omg. Even though the experience was super bad at least we are friends now woohoo

7A guys~!~!!! You guys are all secretly very funny and very talented and very happening, so I dont know what to say...I shy D: Thanks BT and CP for acting in the video ahha you guys are damn funny. ZY for the lifts home woohoo and XP and QM for being very funny hahaha. Ohoh and thanks BT for all the PW work!!

My newfound fellow KPop fan Marisa!! Haha super glad that you finally like Kpop now~~!!!! More autograph sessions to come omg, see you during CNY hehe.

LOVE YOU GUYS FOR LIFE :D:D:D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=An0HtC8kuKo

2009-08-23T06:43:00.000-07:00

I am so bored D: The whole day i've been trying to do Chem and failing to do so!!! And because I'm a baika I can't go out and study... so basically I've been veryvery unproductive this weekend D: I wish I was smarter and I knew how to do Chem!! My inability to finish the stupid tutorial is really irritating me urgh.

Yux I hate spraining my ankle.. and being stupid. I want to be smart and fit~~!

On a sidenote.. LIFANG WHERE ARE YOU I MISS YOU D:

2009-07-15T06:06:00.000-07:00

I swear what happened wasn't what it looks like!!

Omg it looks like i lay down on the ground and he tripped over me right but secretly he rammed into me and I fell then he tripped over me!! I must tell the world that it wasn't deliberate!

Hehe, it was interesting though, I tasted the HOLY SENGKANG WATER, winzz

2009-07-12T05:41:00.000-07:00

It's overrrrrrr omgz.

Yesterday was the most tiring day of my life. I finally tasted the holy water of the sengkang fields when 23 rammed into me, winzz. I also have >10 scratches on my thighs, and muscle ache everywhere. BUT it was all worth it, really :D Never have I run so hard like when we were playing against AC (B) and RJ (A), or cut so confidently in any of the games. Our team worked so well together yesterday it was awesome to be a part of it. We really outdone ourselves!! Even though we didn't get the results we wanted, it was good, fair play which earned our seniors a medal at least, but not Gold, which they deserved D:

Team B got second in superpool=4th, which was the best amongst the B teams already, so I guess we should be happy. But it really sucks for the J2s in our team because they don't get any medals...felt really bad when we were trailing behind for our final game and I failed to D the disc after diving into the holy waters. It was an awesome experience though.

I think I will really miss training with the seniors, the people who provided us the confidence and advice.. really regret not going more regularly for trainings and stuff. This is incredible, but I felt so empty and free during the last 2 weeks of the holidays without training? I'm starting to like Frisbee more and more, and I think I've finally decided that it wasn't a wrong decision to quit squash for frisbee even though I do have more close friends in squash. I don't think squash seniors will ever be half as nice as frisbee seniors.

I just really want to thank everyone in Team B and Raffles Ultimate but that's weird~!~!~! because I'm not exactly super close to anyone so I will keep this to myself...but honestly speaking, Raffles Ultimate may just be the best thing that happened to me in my JC life, and I really thank the seniors and my batchmates for everything.

2009-07-06T08:24:00.000-07:00

Frisbee is becoming a huge part of my life o.O
I have a huge bruise on my foot hurts like mad but I don't know how it came about
I have a bruise on my hand from D-ing the disc Joyce said it looked like I heng heng get one but secretly I saw it coming cause someone shouted my name
I thought I finally made a good cut but secretly Guangyu was just waiting to pass to me, then I fumbled and the disc dropped, FML~
Inter-jc is this weekend omg?
I need to become good by then, so freaking impossible
Oh well at least trngs are becoming more fun...and stressful

On a side note, squash is awesomezxz
Scc food is super good, and I love showering there too!

There is school tmr, 1 & 1/2 hours of GP omgz going to die

2009-06-12T08:04:00.000-07:00

They raised the quota for the frisbee teams so now all the girls are in?
One month earlier and I would have been overjoyed...
I am still happy I guess, but the whole month of missing trainings really took its toll on me.

I.SUCK.AND.I.DONT.LIKE.TO.SUCK

As an ex-squasher, I'm supposed to be able to pivot fast and I don't know, run fast? But I am the epitome of unfitness, and it definitely doesn't help that I'm a slow learner? Feel sooo useless all the time during scrimmage, so useless during training, so useless during drills and everything else. Urgh, I need to be good at something for once. My backhand throws are pathetic, and I really suck at game-play.

BUCKUP!!!!!!!!!!

2009-05-13T04:01:00.000-07:00

Today is the day i start regretting my decision to quit squash....again.

I went to support squash instead of going for cca , and boy was I glad I went. I really really really really miss squash, and Uncle Allan wasn't even mad at me? Maybe I should really join squash again.

Life sux because you never commit to something unless you are in the team, but because you don't commit enough, you are not in the team and in the end, you commit even less?! Oh well... Just as I started enjoying it...

2009-04-07T05:47:00.001-07:00

I MISS RGSQUASH SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ALL THE JUNIORS AND MY BATCHMATES D:

I really hope Frisbee gets better, I feel so ostracized everytime I go for training D:

2009-04-01T15:37:00.001-07:00

apparently i sounded like an ass during q&a??
oh no... as if i being un-happening and screwing up the speech was not enough.
life never goes the way you want it D:

2009-03-25T06:24:00.000-07:00

today is the day that i realised that i have no friends.
i really regret this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-02-22T07:57:00.000-08:00

OMGZ THE WORLD IS SO SMALL!!!!!!!!!!
Everyone seriously just knows everyone else, i'm not exaggerating!!!!!

Or maybe it's because roslyn is very happening ehehe :D

2009-02-14T06:42:00.000-08:00

6A !!!!! My primary school life

301/401!!! My secondary school life

I'm only putting up the benny picture cause she untagged it, haha I WILL SHOW IT TO THE WHOLE WORLD!!!!!!

O' Spartan dog!!! The beginning of my JC life

On wednesday, we celebrated vic's birthday :D

On thursday, we had a 6A gathering :D:

On friday, we had an og outing :D

I hope life stays good!!!!!!!!!!!!! (I FOUND MY TESTIMONIAL I LOVE THE WORLD)

2009-02-09T06:36:00.000-08:00

I MISS MY OG.......................................................
I MISS 401..............................................
I MISS SQUASH............................................

2009-02-07T05:44:00.000-08:00

I kind of miss orientation already...MT03, O' Spartan Dog was the best, even though it took me super long to start talking to many people.

Shopping at PS was the ultimate funny, with Qiren&Alvan acting out BBM, and Xiong Wei asking "Do you want to be happy?" in a cheeko manner, and the 3 big bears that I really loved....

Games like "Who, What, Huh", Ömchichi, Guess the Leader"....

Sitting around in a big circle and reflecting....SERIOUSLY?! What the hell?!

I really appreciated the times we had :D

OH and not forgetting my near death experience at flying fox!!!!!! XIONG WEI THE EVIL!!!!!!! I really thought I was going to fly off when my left hand was ripped apart from the metal and my butt went off the seat, now I have a huge bruise on my left arm o.O

Even though it was annoying at times when I didn't know what was going on... ultimately, MT03 was a group with leaders (Shanzhi, Meijia), an awesomely organized person (Daniel), a sensitive person (Xiong Wei), a funny person (Alvan), an emotionless person (Qiren), and..... many nice people :D:D

Love the girls... Aera who would sing along with me, Weishan and Shankari and Yitong who would endure my singing, Emelyn, who would play lame games with me, Joelle, Meijia and Xinyuan who were super fun to be around.

I'll really really miss sitting around at 8+ at night and playing lame games in a big circle D:

It sucks to not be able to talk to strangers, it took me 4 days to start talking to people that didn't talk to me first, and before I knew it, it was the end of orientation...oh well I honestly hope my class would be as nice, if not I would just sit in a little corner and cry.

O' Spartan Dog <333
Aera, Emelyn, Joelle, Meijia, Shankari, Xinyuan, Weishan, Yitong, Alvan, Daniel, Hee Zhi, Jerome, Qiren, Sethu, Shang Hua, Shanzhi, Vatsan, Xiong Wei, Wai Kit. And our 3 OGLs, Camilla, Yu Hui, Rajeev

2009-01-26T08:33:00.000-08:00

HELLO EVERYONE!

my birthday is over and so is jaejoong's D:
but thanks to everyone who wished me a happy birthday on msn/facebook/phone :D:D:D

LURBXZX YOU GUYS!!

haven't seen marisa in such a looooong time (think: 2 years) and yet we could still talk for sooo long, thanks for the cup and the thing with my name <333

i think i want to get in for frisbee............

2009-01-04T09:16:00.000-08:00

Yux i missed 6A class outing, and the turnout was amazing ): All the guys look freaking tall haha.

My uni job has ended, I think I will miss bras besah's popular. Poor Krystal will still be working though all the part-timers in stationery have left already, even the thick-glasses jackson!! I shall go back and visit her someday :D Still can't believe all the part-timers besides Don are 16!!!
(haha nobody knows what i'm talking about)

K NEXT WEEK YAYNEZZ

2008-12-23T08:55:00.001-08:00

I TOTALLY DIDNT BLOG FOR JUNSU'S BDAY ><
SORRY JUNSU I STILL LOVE YOU <333333333
XIAHROTIC FOREVERZ

AND HAPPY DONGBANG DAY HEHE

2008-12-23T08:10:00.000-08:00

BACK FROM HAINAN HAHA

It's seriously a place for relaxation and peace, even the dogs there laze around all day long.

DAY1 (Most boring day ever)

WENCHANG, where all the peacefulness begins.

Some island with many many many coconut trees.

DAY2

XINGLONG COFFEECOFFEECOFFEE!

And at night, we went to this place outside a supermarket called 肥二

and had BBQ stuffz and fried fish suyper good and this man sang for us for only 20 yuan per song!!! (or was it 10?)

DAY 3 MONKEY ISLAND!!

YUX blogger is being disgusting i cannot upload anymore photos... sad face): days 4,5,6 another day :D

2008-11-24T09:30:00.001-08:00

IM GOING CRAZY ITS 1:31 AM AND THERE'S DRILLING GOING ON. I CANT SLEEP BUT IM SUPER TIRED. WTF IS WRONG WITH MY LIFE. I WANT TO SLEEP, I WANT THE DRILLING TO STOP NOWWWWWWWW.

2008-11-22T08:39:00.000-08:00

To those of you who think Jacq is scary:

the happy people and strange folk says:
huh what do you even do this late. studying? haha
Eileen says:
i study till like 1020 cause thats when my show ends
Eileen says:
then i surf the net and chat
the happy people and strange folk says:
that is very weird. the normal thing to say would be i study after 1020 cause thats when my show ends.
Eileen says:
today is different im still studying now cause tmr im not studying
the happy people and strange folk says:
while surfing the net and chatting
Eileen says:
but it is so fun to study
Eileen says:
did you know, tabun has a kanji!!!!!!!!
the happy people and strange folk says:
no wow i didn't know!!!!!
Eileen says:
hehehe so exciting
the happy people and strange folk says:
wow! so smart!
Eileen says:
......................
the happy people and strange folk says:
why do you think i'm being sarcastic
Eileen says:
AREN'T YOU
the happy people and strange folk says:
nooo. ok maybe yes
Eileen says:
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!SEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the happy people and strange folk says:
i'm sorry i just couldn't help it ):

See, jacq isn't scary at all.

2008-11-20T09:41:00.000-08:00

i am so skinny and chio.

2008-11-14T22:21:00.000-08:00

FAM is over, and so is squash farewell.

I think I will miss squash, even though it always brought out the worst in me. So many times I've wanted to give it up, to just stop playing. So many times I've cried over squash, got angry because of squash, felt helpless because of squash.

I can't say I'm happy that my squash journey is ending, but I think I will continue to miss playing squash. Farewell was a complete disaster for us, failed to sing my wrong number and nobody, *sad face*, and our performances were just completely un-emo. I feel like I havent done enough for the juniors... their performances were at least ten times better than ours, even though there were only 4 sec 1s and 2 sec 2s. Feel quite sad that we didn't do more for them...

BUT THE ULTIMATE SAD IS THAT I CANNOT GO TO SENTOSA WITH THEM ON THE 16TH BECAUSE I WILL STILL BE IN CHINA NOOOOO.

I didnt even take indiv pictures with most of the juniors, FAILZZZZ.
I hope they don't remember me as the senior who doesnt say hi, I have been trying 'hard to improve.

2008-10-26T10:05:00.000-07:00

Holiday on thursday :D
Okay, we were supposed to go down to RJC but I didn't, obviously.
Went out with Lifang and spent like $40 in 1 hour, amazing eh?
LUV Bugis street now, it has so many good bargains hahaha.

Friday's karaoke thingy was quite cute. BUT it turned into a singing competition where everyone has choreographed dance steps and stuff.. oh well.
It was kinda fun until shithead decided to sing.... and spoilt everything hmpf. Had crystal jade with vic(who's leaving for korea)& val, the chicken was super good :D:D:D

Hope vic brings back super junior super show dvd!!!!!
because of vic I have this insane lesbian crush on wondergirls, urgh.

DID ANYONE KNOW SUN YE WAS SHORTER THAN ME!!!! HONESTLY!!!!

2008-10-16T07:32:00.000-07:00

I LOVE 96.3 :D
Korean music overload<33333333

Options are finally coming to an end!! I am soooo happy.
Bio was so kewl, chirality...
Lit Xmen: Magneto 4evaz
Geog... portfolio which I haven't started on.

M.C Escher is the coolest everz...
I don't think I would ever learn about him if not for Muqiong :D`

Cannot wait for December 8th to come..

2008-10-12T09:36:00.000-07:00

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

KOREA FESTIVAL IN SINGAPORE AND KPOP CONCERT ON THE 4TH.
CANT BELIEVE THEY'RE NOT SELLING TICKETS URGHHH.

EVEN THOUGH NOBODY FROM SM IS COMING, I STILL WANT TO GO AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

hope alexys/tessa can get tix then i will beg them for it :D:D
tix are only going to be given out through sponsers ):

dbsk already got number one for mnet and inkigayo wahhhhhhh

2008-10-03T22:11:00.000-07:00

HATE SS33GG@@RR@@ TO THE MAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAX.

Cant believe a freaking brother can be so mean, and I actually spoke up for him before.
I take back all the good things I said about him.

HE IS A TERRIBLE PERSON AND A TERRIBLE TEEEECHER.
DIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDIE

"I trust that you will know how to react accordingly"
Go2hell seriously.

I honestly prefer m@r!@ to him now. Full of bullshit.

2008-09-28T22:50:00.000-07:00

FORMULA ONE :D

I knew Alonso would win I knew it!!
My dad scoffed at me when I told him Alonso is super good!!

Poor Ferrari and Massa, Singapore is just not their area ><
And Hamilton!! He's still the best looking no matter what hehehe :D

ASOS stuffs have finally arrived, HAPPYFACE X100000000000000
DBSK comeback was awesome X100000000000000 Love Junsu even though his hair is still damn shit D:

Okay, have to go to school for Lit options now, sianzinator TT

2008-09-24T08:41:00.000-07:00

YUX LOR. I'm in a super bad mood now because DBSK's album release date was pushed back -.-

Options are sianz X10000000.
3 Hour Bio/Math/Philo tomorrow and double math block, dieeeeeeee

2008-09-23T01:34:00.000-07:00

Finally managed to catch MTV Asia Awards totally by chance :D
I switched channels and voila, they were just giving out the Favourite Artist of Korea award!

HAPPY X100000000000

And DBSK's Mirotic is awesome <3333

넌 나를 원해 넌 내게 빠져 넌 내게 미쳐,

맞아 :D

2008-09-16T01:26:00.000-07:00

I've just finished watching Koizora..
I cried for like the whole back part of the movie ):

Now I feel very sad.... I really really like this show!!
I'm a sucker for tragic love stories.

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DBSK!!

Okay, I can't say I love Junsu and Yoochun's hair, but Changmin andYunho are looking fine :D:D Jaejoong looks normal...?

Haha SM is so evil, the album will only be up for preorders on online sites 3 days before the release!! I already preordered mine with DBS :D

CANT WAIT TO GET IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sianz, I want money to get a new Banc zip-up jacket ):

2008-09-12T07:48:00.000-07:00

YUX LOR, everyone is daoing me on msn and nobody is replying my smses
I FEEL LIKE A HERMIT.

I is going to go and sleepz.

2008-09-11T08:05:00.000-07:00

MEME!

1. Lifang
2. Roslyn
3. Tessa
4. Jermaine, ..against KFC!!!
5. Jermaine, Tessa, Lifang, Mabel, Cat, Ziyi, Xinwei
6. Ziyi, Xinwei
7. Alexys, Lifang
8. JUNSUUUUUUUU
9. Lifang, Junsu
10. Elaine
11. Ziyi
12. SONG HYE KYO!!
13. Alexys
14. Juanmin
15. Yoochun
16. Elaine
17. Benny, Ziyi
18. Anyone but Benny, Tessa?
19. YUYUN!
20. Ziyi, Lifang
21. Ziyi
22.....J!ngya?
23. Myself?
24. Ang J!ng We!
25. DBSK!!!!!!
26. Junsu...
27. ME!!!
28. Jermaine for sure
29. JUNSU!!!
30. I LOVE DBSK :D

hehehe.

2008-09-11T06:07:00.000-07:00

SONG HYE KYO IN SINGAPORE !!!!!!!!
thanks lifang for going with me :D

Reached Wisma at like 530 and lifang was supposed to go off then for training, but she's kind-hearted so she decided to accompany me :D Then since she claims she has long arms/am tall, I gave her the camera so she could help me take nice photos.

SHK came at like 6, fashionably late I guess? But there was a false alarm before that so I was very excited to see her :D She is like my height, super skinny not like meaty on full house, and her smile is super lovely!!! And her skin, FLAWLESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

She walked really quickly to the stage which was like super far away so Lifang had to use her long arms to take photos (but got no face still). Then she came over to the counter, a.k.a my side, so I managed to get like 3 nice photos :D

She went back to the stage, and I got squeezed all the way to the front!!! Managed to take many nice photos+videos :D Will share nicest photos below!! AND Lifang just got pushed out of the crowd hehehe.

So in the end, short pwns tall!!!
but Lifang was super late for training because of me D: Thanks anywayz!!!!

PHOTOS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DBSKDBSKDBSK!

2008-09-07T09:17:00.000-07:00

Comeback on 24th September, can't wait <3333333333
DBSK my love back in Korea, seriously, can it get any better :D

Thursday SHK's going to be at Wisma, hopefully Hyun Bin makes a surprise appearance!! Can't wait to see either/both of them!!!!!!

KBOX TOMORROW :D AND HANADAN MOVIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Domyouji Tsukasa and Hanazawa Rui my loves <3

2008-09-04T07:48:00.000-07:00

Today was batch outing :D We are so economical omg, shared 2 pairs of shoes amongst the 5 of us!!! and PARA PARA which Cat pwns at :D

LURBXZLURBXZ Photos when I get them!

/edit PHOTOS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-09-03T08:12:00.001-07:00

I WENT TO MALAYSIA TODAY AND THEY ACTUALLY HAD A PIRATED VERSION OF DBSK'S CONCERT, OMG A MEASURE OF THEIR POPULARITY PLEASE?!?!?!

I LOVE DBSK <3

2008-08-29T07:34:00.000-07:00

Today was a very nice day :D

It started with disgusting aces, which I secretly had fun doing cause Elaine and Yitong were being psychos, so super high and fun.
Then teachers' day celebrations was cute, segarra and larry and nina were cute X1000000. BUT the SLs put up a terrible performance.

Then I fell asleep in the class and thus Juan, Nora and Wong went to Toa Payoh without me.
Finally went back to Peichun. (There were smokers *&Z#*&#)It has really changed into a super cheena primary school but Deng Lao Shi and Yip remembered my name :D Didn't get to eat school food, sucks.. and no one from my "clique" turned up ):

Anyway, after much persuasion and stuff, we, as in me, Juan, Nora, Eeyang, Eva, Ben Ooi, Ben Low, Edwin, Brandon, Timothy, Yee Hong, Samuel and Eugene went off to PS for lunch. Took like 10 hours to decide on where to eat and ended up at Manhattan Fish Market<3

The guys went LAN-ing while we went shopping :D Met up again for dinner. Queued for like 10 hours before getting seats at Swensens, quite fun la, I bitched abit but felt quite bad, so I stopped.

OMG, Ben Ooi seriously changed the most la,I totally could'nt recognise him!! AND he was seriously the most mature and one of the three sane ones ( Samuel and Edwin also). The rest of them were just still immature and lame and doing stupid things like standing in a circle and discussing about how their force is doing alot of things.

But overall, it was fun and really really good to meet up with all of them after such a loooong time, even though the final attendance was like 3 girls, should totally organise another one at the end of the year/next year.

PLUS, to end off this wonderful day, I received an email from Sori, after a zillion years <3 Now I have to take like 3 hours to reply her in Korean haha, okay bye!

2008-08-16T10:19:00.000-07:00

Today was spent studying with Penny and Jermz again :D
Yay they are secretly nice people because I suck at math and sciences and they teach me
Super productive studying with Penny, somehow all we do is work and eat :D
With Jermaine it's just talking and work haha quite fun.
Starbux was super crowded today, wth Jeanhui,Jan,Jermaine, Ros, and Pennyz, so interesting to meet so many people you know in one small place :D

Okay, I hope I ace my Chem, Physics and Math or else I will be very sad. 4.0!!!!!!!!!

AND MICHELLEEEEE I CANT BELIEVE U DIDNT SAY HI!!! SO SADDDENING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(ran away!!! mean girl!!!)

And it's very hard to type without my first finger on my right hand. Cut it today and it's very painful ):
And Penny and Jermz, where are your emo posts?????

2008-08-15T07:49:00.000-07:00

Today I was just thinking about life...
What do I live for?
I don't even know...
There seems to be nothing out there..
Nothing for me to live for, to fight for...
Everyday I go to school...
But who do I go to school for? What do I go to school for?
I don't know, I really don't...

I seem to have lost all my friends..
All the people I used to laugh with, cry with, work hard with, sweat with...
Where have they gone?
Why does it seem like everyone has moved ahead
Leaving me behind...
Why does it seem like nobody cares anymore?
What has happened to my life?

I have no friends in need...
I have no friends indeed...
I have no friends...

I miss you (SQUASH! HAHAHAHA)
THIS WAS A EMO-WANNABE POST BTW, IF U COULDNT TELL ALREADY.

2008-08-04T06:59:00.000-07:00

Studying with Penny and Jermaine these two days were fun and productive :D

Bitched like crazy with Jermaine, ahha super fun :D
And though Penny was being weird all the time, it was fun too:D

Haha, they are my friends in need :D

*SMILE OF ENCOURAGEMENT*

2008-07-28T07:48:00.000-07:00

I AM SO SAD MY LIFE SUCKS
ALEXYS HAD THE TIX TO MTV ASIA AWARDS
MY MUM AGREED TO GO WITH ME
BUT HER DAD GAVE THE TIX TO SOMEONE ELSE

I AM DEPRESSED FOR LIFE............

2008-07-23T03:48:00.000-07:00

130 euros reached me today :D
I AM LOADED!!!!

But, goodbye my Super Junior photobook and Shindongee mirror, I will miss you ):
The things we do for money.... ):

Math test was terrible >:(
Graph was screwed and trigonometry sucks hmpf.

Nevermind, I will send the items out soon, hope Neea likes them haha, and doesnt regret paying like $500+ for her purchase, even though I only received $300+. Post Office men are very very bad >:(

WIIIIIIIIIIII Where are you...

2008-07-22T07:59:00.000-07:00

Today was spent studying with Vic&Val, Penny and Jermaine at the expensive Jap restaurant at Lido~!

We spent $147+ there, amazing. So much for Penny's saving money scheme.

Technically I should be feeling really confident for the Math test, since I did loads of practices and stuff, but I'm just really really afraid -.-

Sianz, life sucks, I really hate exams.

But DBSK my life saver I love.
They made history, by being the first foreign group to top Oricon Weekly's charts for the 3rd time :D:D
They beat Aragaki Yui by ~14,000 hahaha awesome <3

I loveeeeeeee you dbsk <33

2008-07-21T07:27:00.001-07:00

HELLO PENNY :D ( I am so nice)

Today was RHD.
I wore my "Tin Tin in Vietnam" shirt, it's so cute and comfy, I love it :D
Penny did not bring me an indian cloth, I forgive her because she didn't bring her own either.
My role for the day was Korean tourist in Vietnam.

Being slackers, Vic dressed as a chav( London hooligan), Val dressed as a gypsy and I lazed around in class doing nothing. HAHA

Secretly today was quite nice because I had korean food, but my stomach feels funny.

But my life still sucks because my Chemistry is lousy and my experiment is far too complicated.

AND there's still Math test on Wed, SS PT on Fri, Hist+Chem on Monday.
I cant believe someone who spent 4/7 days playing finished so many more things than I did, urgh.

2008-07-17T20:27:00.000-07:00

Today I shall blog about all the sad things that happened to me.

1. $200 for the photobook disappeared into thin air. (Even though the buyer is sending another $200, but omg, $400 for a RM20 photobook?!)

2. My mum has decided she wants my F21 dress, and she took it without paying me back ):

3. My gorgor is never home nowadays, I have nobody I can ask when I have no inspiration ):

4. I am a freaking piece of lard.

5. My squash has reached the standard of a beginner.

6. I miss the squashers and talking to them, both from batch 08 and batch 09 ):

7. I still haven't finished any PTs, and I have 5 of them.

8. The banc hoodie buyer is ignoring me.

9. Both times I ordered from wetseal, my items went missing/OOS.

10. Today is the last weekday of holidays ):

I MISS EVERYBODY I HAVEN'T TALKED TO IN A LONGLONG TIME

2008-07-08T06:49:00.000-07:00

"Eh, Eileen, can I have abit of your waffle?"
"Yeah, why?"
"Äiyah, come for half price waffles then never eat waffles like very loser. "

Coming from Jacq, this is very funny haha :D
Gelare was alot of fun Jackjack, let's do it again some other time soon!!

2008-07-06T07:45:00.000-07:00

I GOT A NEW CPU :D
Life is goooood !!!

Now, if only money would start dropping from the sky...

2008-07-05T06:10:00.000-07:00

Majorly sianzzed out by life.

My Kpop to buy list is overflowing and I have absolutely no means to buy any of those things ><

DBSK
1. 2nd Live tour "Five in the Black" DVD
2. 2nd Concert "O" DVD
3. 3rd Live tour "T" DVD
4. A Week Holiday -Camping Photobook
5. A Week Holiday -It's Stylish Photobook
6. DBSK 4th Korean album
7. History in Japan 1
8. History in Japan 2
9. History in Japan 3

In order of what is most wanted : 4, 5, 6, 3, 2, 1, 7, 8, 9
But I think I'm getting 4. myself...and 6 hasn't been released yet :D

Super Junior
1. Super Show Concert DVD

Not released yet, thankfully. This is my MUST buy.

Big Bang
1. History of Big Bang Photobook

LOVEEEEE the concept of the photobook :D

I await the day when money falls from the skys.
and I reallyreally want to get this banc hoodie urgh $140 o.O

Just in case any of you are out of ideas for what to get me for my birthday this year, or next year...

ALL OF THE ABOVE CAN BE PURCHASED AT

1. dongbang-stuffs-singapore.blogspot.com
2. yesasia.com
3. star-thots.appee.com

Cheers, Eileen with love.

Can you tell I am in a good mood today :D Had sakura buffet for lunch with gor and his girlfriend, I loveeee sashimi :D

And, just tell me no if you can't let me use it, don't need to ignore me -.-

2008-07-01T08:13:00.001-07:00

I HATE MY LIFE I HATE MY LIFE I HATE MY LIFE.

For no reason, due to some sick miscommunication, my group got scolded rather badly.
And now I find out that there's an 80% chance of my moolah disappearing.

SHIT?!

2008-06-29T06:03:00.000-07:00

どうして君を好きになってしまったんだろう (東方神起 VERSION)

Please tell me there is more of Junsu than just this random figure standing at the back, alone ):
Junsu yaaaaaa, your face is almost as round as mine haha, I kid myself :D

Why did I fall in love with you Junsu?
I don't know, maybe it's your superb dancing or singing.
Maybe it's your never-ending aegyo <333
Maybe it's your charisma haha :D

I am going to sell my Shindong mirror, for a high sum, hurray :D

2008-06-20T06:11:00.000-07:00

After watching Pops In Seoul

I'm so sorry for not taking notice of you Taeyang ah, your song was fabulous o.O
And your MV, most adorable thing ever with Jiyoung and his big black specs hehe!

Seungri was cute as a student, Daesung as a hair salon man, and TOP in a suit :D:D

LOVEE<3

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Was in a rather bad mood today >:(
But all's well now hur. Lessons were quite okay actually hehe.
Had lunch with a long lost friend, had fun being bitchy hurr.

PORK LARD FOREVERXZ

2008-06-19T07:03:00.000-07:00

I hate it when people assume they know everything when they know nothing.
Even though now I'm not even an important member of squash anymore, I still have to endure people going " Sick ah?", "PONNER!".
What the hell? Like I even have to account to you guys.
I know I wasn't lying and that's enough for me.
And if you don't believe me, jolly well keep that to yourself.
I.DON'T.GIVE.A.DAMN.

Seriously, you aren't funny at all -.-
And really, I've had enough of your insolence.
Just talk to people who actually think you're funny kthxbye.

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Sushi Tei with Val after school today.
MMMMMMMM. Loved it, but the desert wasn't as good as what I thought it would be.
I Liked Val's sherbet more o.O
BUT, it was a nice experience :D

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First day of school was bearable I guess...

2008-06-17T06:09:00.000-07:00

Hur. it sucks to be sick when school's almost reopening ><
I missed training+sec one induction.
Now i'll never get to know the sec ones, aww ...

But whatever, like I want to trouble myself with getting to know M.

LALALA. Sales have been quite bad this month, I AM POOR!
I got my F21 dress, finally :D

I want the DBSK Tumbler omgah. The starbucks lookalike is so cute :D
ANDANDAND DBSK+SUJU IN BANGKOK.
I WANT TO GO, HATEEEEE SM.

2008-06-14T09:39:00.000-07:00

Dream Concert.

Yea, to me, it's like a dream ):
Spending that day in Vietnam, pitifully scrolling through soompi in hopes of a nice video uploaded onto youtube.
But I must say, my dongbang boys were hottt<3

I reallyreallyreally like it when they perform purple line :D

ONLY13 FOREVERZ.
It felt soooooooo good to see the suju boys all up on stage.
LOVEEEEEE. I was so worried SM would make SJ-H perform only ><
Thank god for the power of 13 <33333333

Poor SNSD though...
Even though I am not a fan at all, and I don't really like Tiffany..
Sooyoung is an angel!! Poor thing ):

And I'm so happyyyyyyyyy. Xiahsoul goods at only RM90 without shipping.
AWESOME SHIZZZZZZZZ

2008-06-13T06:49:00.001-07:00

the dbsk community admin is so overbearing -.-
thank god the mod isnt like that.

yea, be high and mighty. arrogance foreverzxzx

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Today was so much fun with squashers!!!
Had trng and pt which was not fun, then lunch!!!

Jackjack, prefect, miaomiao and I wanted to go for nihon mura, but it starts at 230 *faints and dies.
So we ended up at the foodcourt!
Had lunch then went to arcade.
HAD SO MUCH FUN AWESOME TIME CRISIS BUDDY MIAOMIAOOOOOOOOZ
Even though you had more points than me, I survive longer, pwnage!

Then, we went to get a jumbo pack of yogurt, was secretly very nice :D
We failed to realise that all the flavours will mix together and got 4 different flavours.
Prefect! Apricot was disgusting -.-
We were so cute, we sat on the ground outside the pet shop and had so much fun talking!

Then, we wanted to have sushi, but COLD STORAGE DIDN'T HAVE ):
So we had grapes :D
Very nice and healthy, I feel so blessed.
Bought a nice nike shirt from Sportslink!
Then MIAOMIAO BOUGHT A SICK CARD o.O

Then we went home.
Because I'm a lazybum, I shall stop here.
BUT WE REALLY HAD ALOT OF FUN!!! :D

WE RAWK YOZ

2008-06-11T06:42:00.000-07:00

HELLO WORLD EILEEN IS BACK FROM VIETNAM :D

Everything is so cheap there, I am so happy.
I only bought 9 shirts, 3 mirrors, 1 little jewelry thing, 1 bag, 1 pyjamas, 1 tailor-made dress, 1 hat, 4 dramas.
I wanted to buy a jacket so badly, but had no more time+no more money ):
Yes at the end of the day, my whole family only had ~40,000 dong left. (Around $4)
Yay, was a millionaire all the way.

BUT vietnam has a serious case of pollution and drivers who can't travel 200M without honking 10 times.
8 million people in vietnam, 4 million scooters hur.
I still love that place though, living like a king everyday, shopping without a care in the world, bargaining for fun...

I LOVE PHO :D
Had it for breakfast every single day!

Now I have to think about what to give who :D
I really want to give jacq a hat hur, hope there is one left.

2008-06-06T05:25:00.000-07:00

Just finished Tae Wang Sa Shin Gi.
It's awesomeeeee. I loved it seriously, and I'm not even a Bae Yong Jun fan. Lee Ji-ah is so awesome. And it's her first drama too. She's so cute with short hair and so pretty with long hair. And BYJ actually looks good!! Actually I've come to the conclusion that he looks good in shows. He only looks bad in real life because of his ugly hair+AHJUMMA specs o.O

This show has a great plot, but a lousy ending, for me at least. I like happy endings :D
But the best part of this show was the great theme song by DBSK my love :D
It's realllllyyyyyyyy good!!

Tae Wang Sa Shin Gi = Chui Gu!!!

2008-06-04T22:54:00.000-07:00

OMG.

XiaoTianTian, though ugly and crude, IS SO SUPER FUNNY.

*In Chinese*
When (I) wanted to order seafood soup in a english-y place I had to go

*In English*
Hot water, and the fish(y) and the fish(y) friend, together.
(you know how taiwanese pronounce fish as fish-y)

ISNT THAT HILARIOUS!!

PS. I've decided to sell my Banc Hood/ Banc Hoodie, it is a tat too big ><

2008-06-04T11:43:00.000-07:00

OMG I FEEL SO CRAZY.

The last five hours or so have been an emotional rollercoaster.
First I was soooo disgusted by her excess use of swear words, then I got really affected by the story.
Maybe it's the night, I don't know.
BUT I FEEL SO CRAZY.

In the last five hours, I laughed, smiled, cried, groaned 13279128732 times.
And now it's 3am, and I feel so super cheated.
I thought my Junsu died and I was like NO YOU CAN'T KILL ME JUNSU!
Then it turns out that he didn't die, I was so relieved, I started bawling.

All this because of a stupid FANFIC -.-
I am turning into a crazy fan because of you Kim Junsu!!

I CAN'T SLEEP BUT ITS 3AM!!!
Therefore I decided to be funny and comment over at ros'.
She is more or less the only other 'real' fan I know.
Such is my sad life.

2008-06-03T08:49:00.000-07:00

Yoochun oppa, happy birthday :D:D
Im not gna type this in korean because I AM LAZYYYYYYY ^^
But i love you all the same!

Forever smiling and laughing and being happy!!
You have no idea how many times i look at you and i just become loads happier!!
I LOVE YOU PARK YOOCHUN OPPA, right after junsu :D

YOOSU FOR LIFE <3333333333333333

2008-06-02T08:01:00.000-07:00

Awesome i got my earphones :D
But now i'm 28 bucks poorer..

Note to self:

1. Adaptor $50
2. Earphones $28
3. Charger $20
4. Nintendo DS $300
5. XBOX 360 $200 (40%)
6. Desktop $700

hurr. GSS is none of my business...

2008-05-30T21:24:00.000-07:00

I just woke up :D

I really should change my url cause its very gross and kiddy, but whatever.
I still really want a Nintendo DS, but I succummed to the temptations of wetseal yesterday ):

BUT ISNT THIS SUPER CUTE! (It was love at first sight, I really didnt have a choice)

And I got a pair of shades too, so I'm approximately $240+$30 bucks away from my DS ):
I must not go shopping till I'm back from Viet, or else I wont have money for my straw hats ):

I HOPE MY CUTE LIL TOTE DOES NOT GO OOS :D

P.S Juniors should be back from Milo already.. AH I SHOULD HAVE GONE ):
Hello So-ri, Bye So-ri, I'll never see you ever again ):

2008-05-29T05:31:00.000-07:00

I WANT A NINTENDO DS LITE OR A PSP OMG.
BUT I JUST SPENT 50 ON A DUMB ADAPTOR CAUSE MINE MELTED -.-

anyone wants to contribute to my buy a ds fund :D
200+ will take me hopefully less than 24 months ):

2008-05-25T08:38:00.000-07:00

Dongbang and Suju make me happyyyyyy :D

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I realised how easily i get angry at people that im closer to.
This sucks. Maybe i'm destined to be a hermit O.o

I wish teachers would actually keep to their promises and not give us holiday homework. My philo is so terrible i don't know what to do about it -.-

I need something realistic that i can actually look back on and feel happy about.
I need a punching bag.

2008-05-20T05:09:00.000-07:00

You are so irritating.

Stop thinking that the world revolves around you only.
How can anyone be so insensitive to others, but yet so sensitive when it concerns yourself?

Stop thinking that other people know what you are thinking about.
How can you always assume other people know what you are thinking about, and be nonchalant about that fact?!

Stop talking about things that have no significance.
THE WORLD DOES NOT REVOLVE AROUND YOU, HAVE SOME SITUATIONAL AWARENESS!!!!!

OMG I AM SO ANNOYED BY YOU. STOP BEING SO F'KING LAST MINUTE!!!!!!!!!!
SELFISH FREAK. I CANT WAIT TILL YOU GET OUT OF MY SIGHT.

Don't even try to guess who I'm talking about.
You'll never get it >.<

2008-05-19T00:13:00.000-07:00

OMG I HAD THE MOST AMAZING DREAM ON EARTH :D

I was at this SM concert alone for some reason...
then I dont know what happened but SHINDONG was next to me :D

Then we talked alot in konglish and then the concert started!
then we were sitting right at the back so I really couldnt see anything, then Shindong like lifted me up to sit on his shoulders so I could watch everything!

Then suddenly, during the intermission, Shindong put me down on my chair and I found Junsu on my other side! He had this super pissed look, I don't know why ><

But anyway, I started talking to him too, but he like kept smirking and stuff. Then he was like humming to himself!!

Then suddenly, YITONG appeared and I introduced Junsu and Shindong to her, but Junsu like totally ignored her?

Then I dont know what happened, but suddenly all the stars like the whole of suju and dbsk went up on stage then i remember me going " Junsu oopa, Shindong oopa, don't you guys have to go too?"

Then Junsu just stood up suddenly and waved before going off, while shindong like brought me to the front of the stage. I thought he was going to bring me up but he made me stand infront of the stage?

Then they started singing "Lets go on a trip" and I remember seeing some strings people playing their instruments, like Penny.

After the song, they all exited from the back, including Shindong, so I was like, ohwells, and went to sit beside this Indian PIT?!

Then DBSK came up and started to perform, but suddenly I heard someone calling my name.
It was Shindong, and so I went to the back to join him. But this time, he was sitting with SUNGMIN!!

I can't really remember what happened already as the dream lingered on super long when I was seated in between Shindong and Junsu.

OMGAAAAH I LITERALLY WOKE UP WITH A SMILE ON MY FACE!EE

2008-05-16T08:38:00.001-07:00

I've just realised how I really don't think I have any friends I can call in the middle of the night when

1. I can't fall asleep
2. I'm feeling sad about my life
3. I just need someone to talk to

It's like when I look at my classmates, they all have their own friends that they can count on in times of crisis. The only person that I think I can count on right now is like _____, and she only has about a thousand other commitments.

Maybe I should stop being
1. a hermit
2 so critical

It's like, when people are upset and they turn to their friends, I turn to DBSK.
It's really quite sad I guess.... but me lamenting about my sad life is nothing new...
I wish I had a really, really good friend all to myself.
Maybe it's my selfishness that's keeping me from getting that good friend.

Got results back today.
I didn't shed a single tear this time, surprisingly, what with a F9 for my favourite subject.
I surprise myself sometimes.
It seems like I'm becoming more and more distant from the real me...
I really should just focus on my studies instead and stay a hermit for life.

(So emo, so unlike the Eileen you know?)

2008-05-13T09:00:00.000-07:00

Sec 4 Team Dinner at Holland V :D

ELECTION NIGHT!

Jacq and I :D

Valen, Mabel, Gladys, Lifang, Me, and Jodee!

Our shoes.. and the ray of light :D

Squash is fun when we're not training!

2008-05-09T08:35:00.000-07:00

MYAS WERE A DISASTER.
Im going to fail physics and math, way to go girl!

anyway, after math on thurs, i went to the movies with yitong and shimin :D
after talking to ros about the movie for like one hour ( omg we are amazing, we stood there for like 1 and a half hours), i wanted to watch it SO BADLY.
and shimin got in, miraculously. the uncle who checked her ezlink was super blur.

the show was so good, oh man i cant believe anne and her brother got beheaded for nothing, stupid jane i hate you hmpf.
and shimin kept grabbing onto my right sleeve and sniffing into it even though there was really nothing worth crying over.
and then shimin contemplated ditching us for her yuhui, but succumbed to my (threats) in the end :D

went to kbox :D:D:D:D:D:D:D
made val super angry cause my seller made her wait super long... (sorry i really didnt mean it D:)
but had an awesome time singing overall. yay i love all the songs !!
the funny jap songs with no singing and fake mvs. hilarious.

I SANG XIN WO AND WEI NI XIE SHI AND MY DBSK SONGS AND ENERGY SONGS :D
IM SO HAPPY.

tomorrow i will be embarrassing myself at the squash courts, haven't played in ONE WHOLE MONTH, awesome.

funny how i still feel like shopping after spending two hundred last month D:

2008-05-06T07:30:00.001-07:00

SUPER HAPPY :D

I finally got my cute lil banc long-sleeved shirt.
now all i have to do is to wait till next year to get my banc hoodie

AWESOME.

cant wait to get my T towel :D:D:D

2008-05-04T08:30:00.000-07:00

I cannot believe the Dongbang thread got suspended because some very intelligent and mature Soompi-ers refused to stop bashing the SNSD girls.

I mean, keep your opinions to yourself man.
Not like I love the SNSD girls, but I'm not a desperate loser who goes

"I'm gna be an anti-fan of SNSD"
"OMG HOW CAN YOONA TOUCH MY YOOCHUN! I'M GNA KLIL HER"

Grow up kids, the boys are entertainers for a reason.
No Dongbang news until tomorrow when edward opens the thread again. URGH.
This better not happen again.

Hehe, Junsu doesn't even appear with a female counterpart as of yet :D
Not like I would be going crazy if he did...

5 More subjects...
HWAITING :D

Haven't squashed in a long, long time...
Unless you count playing with a tennis racquet with Tessa and Vic squash :D

I love you too, oppa <3

2008-05-01T05:21:00.000-07:00

Im in the midst of MYAs, but heyho im blogging.
tomorrow's geog and i haven't even started preparing for the lorms question.

Im dead.

I spent like 200 bucks this month.

Im dead.

Somebody save meeeeeeeee

RGSQUASH FTW~

2008-04-14T08:16:00.000-07:00

Today marks the end of our journey together as a team.
Finals was like a dream come true, and even though we didn't win, it was more than satisfying.
(Okay, not like I contributed much to it.)

I swear, for the first time in my life, I shed tears of joy when I knew I was playing Mao Shihui.
(Mean la, never give me chance!!!)

Even though I strongly believed that we could make it and win this, we didn't.
But everyone who should have tried, tried their best, and that is enough.
We've showed them that we are a force to be reckoned with.

LOVELOVELVOE juniors for coming down to support us and being ultra sweet painting banners and getting us gifts, so niceeee of all of you :D:D:D
I FELT SO LOVED, even though I haven't done anything for the team ..

Thank you, all the supporters, coach, juniors and my lovely team mates.
Even though there were times when I regretted joining squash, today made up for all of it. This intense feeling of love and warmth, is one that I believe I would never encounter if I didn't join rgsquash.

Good job!
Lifang, for your unbeatable record.
Jacq, for being zai and the coolest of the team.
Jodee, for trying your very best no matter what.
Mabel, for always being steady and being there for all of us.

You guys are the best team mates everrrrrrrr

Tianyi and Ruchi, and batch 09,
all the way next year!!

2008-04-08T05:20:00.000-07:00

From left: Zhou Mi, Henry, Siwon, Hangeng, Donghae, Kyuhyun, Ryeowook

Despite the violent protests of ELFs, Super Junior M was born.

The name is so gay. M stands for me. Super Junior.. Me (?!).

Zhou Mi is a horribly mutated version of Kangta I swear. Is he a replacement for the soon-going-to-army Kangta?! (Sorry, Zhou Mi fans)

Even though the Chinese versions sounds mighty fine, I'm inclined to think that it has nothing to do with the two additional people.

Disgusting I say, how SM ignored all the protests and insisted on doing things their own way.

I've thought long and hard, and I seriously think that the only good part about SJM is that geng gets alot more solo parts, so yipee for him.

But rather than sacrificing the other 8 just for Geng, I'd rather everyone else be on the same stage.

Geng, absolute hotness<33
Hae, cutest fishy on earth!
ZZ Ryeowook, I'm so not digging your new hairstyle ><
Kyuhyun, awesome vocals :D:D:D
Siwon, hot chocolate :o

...

ONLY13 FOREVERZX.

Watch the MV at http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jD3i-G1w1Vg

2008-04-07T07:09:00.000-07:00

1.GAME WORXZX

Tagged by theantiquated. rossss.
1. Make a graphic with your Top 10 Asian guys
2. In the graphic have to be a pic of the guy and an explanation why you like him, or why he is on that place in the ranking xD
3. Post it on your LJ and tag 5 people to do it, too

NO I WILL NOT POST ON MY LJ HAHAHA!
I'm lazy to make a graphic with my non-existant photoshopping skills ><
Therefore, I will just list down my top 10 :D
I swear I thought about this long and hard!!

1. KIM JUNSU OF TVXQ.
Best vocals+dancing ever, multi-talented dolphin<33

2. HAN GENG OF SUJU.
Nicest personality in the whole world, super dancing<33

3.PARK YOOCHUN OF TVXQ.
Mr Charismatic, Mr Funny. My favourite sexy voice oppa<33

4. LEE HYUK JAE OF SUJU.
Hyuk<33 style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">5.LEE SUNG MIN OF SUJU.
Power dancing, ultimate aegyo<33

6.CHOI MIN HWAN OF FT ISLAND
Best drummer everr, cutest dongsaeng<33

7.MIKE HE OF.. TAIWAN?
HOTHOTHOT. Purely superficial love :D

8.KWON JI YOUNG OF BIGBANG
Favourite leader, best composer <33

9.KIM JAEJOONG OF TVXQ
Super vocals, Super expressions, Super funny<33

10. PARK HAE JIN OF ... Seven Princesses
ABSOLUTE HOTNESS, Superficial love2

sorry rella ):

11..KIM HEE CHUL OF SUJU
Superly, Funnily, Weird <33

DONE :D
Pictures available upon request

2. LIFE SUCKS OMG I AM SICK.
I see all you little ungrateful gits shaking your little heads and going, "Ah, you want to pon squash again right?" Terrible. How long has it been since I last ponned anyway! FYI, I am down with a terrible bout of flu and I have used up at least 3 packets of tissue paper since I came home till now. I HATE BEING SICK.

3. WE GOT INTO FINALS~ Yay, and so it seems we have gotten into finals this year, after 4 gruelling years of training and ponning and suffering(?). Now everyone can come and support us. You all will find out that there is more to squash then just playing with the wall. We play with an opponent.

This is my sad life (: A

ND I STILL DETEST TWO-FACED PEOPLE HMPF.

2008-04-03T07:15:00.000-07:00

생 일 축 가 해 요, 이 혁 재 오 빠!

준 수 는 제 일 친 한 친 구.

슈 퍼 주 니 어 최 고 는 댄 서.

슈 기 라 최 고 는 DJ.

사 랑 해 요!!

게 속 최 고 는 친 구 도 댄 서 도 DJ 하 세 요~!

2008-04-01T07:51:00.000-07:00

I've realised i don't know you at all.

Day 1

I see you, we talk. You tell me about stuff, i listen, i argue, i comfort, i try to help.

Day 2

I see you. You talk, but not to me. You do things that prove contrary to your supposed stand.

Sometimes i get so sick of two-faced people, i really wish they would just die off somewhere.
Sometimes i get so sick of people sucking up, i really wish they would just die off somewhere.

I'm starting to see just how menacing this world is, how selfish people are.
I'm starting to get frustrated over how innocent some people are, how they are so easily bought over.

I've decided to stop caring for good.
Indeed DBSK and Super Junior are my only sources of comfort.
Friends that I've known for years seem to just be yet another cover.

I hate myself for thinking that you were ever a friend.

2008-03-24T07:46:00.000-07:00

You know you should end your life when:

1. Out of 5 possible opponents, you meet the one you want to meet the least.
2. You lose to that person, yet again, even though you should have won.
3. You get scolded for not trying, when you did try.
4. You have been crying for the past two matches, and just can't bring yourself to cry anymore.
5. You self-declare yourself a loser.
6. Your racquet cracks.
7. You get insulted indirectly and the person does not realise it matters.

See Eileen, you should just go and die now *_______________________*

2008-03-23T06:37:00.000-07:00

kill me now clubbox 4kb/s *________________*
and i still havent started looking for sbs line up files!!!

2008-03-19T07:29:00.000-07:00

Because my life sucks and i'm a huge loser.
I must blog.

I HATE LOSING I REALLY DO. I HATE IT WHEN EVERYONE THINKS IM NOT TRYING BUT IN ACTUAL FACT I AM. I HATE TRYING AND STILL LOSING IN THE END. I HATE BEING A LOSER.

Now, I must win the ny match. Or there goes finals.
Why must my life be so tough ><

2008-03-15T18:11:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow is the big day.
I will convert all the hatred formed due to past grievances to agression, to win.

I WILL WIN MY MATCH !!!

(Now if I don't, it shows that my opponent is really good, so the others will win their matches :D)

화이팅하세요!!

2008-03-14T07:58:00.000-07:00

ZZZ i bet you all ten thousand billion dollars that im the only person that gets reprimanded for being late for training in my batch.

for one, jacq arrived later than me but she didnt even address her.

way to go eileen, told you life wasn't fair.

2008-03-12T06:54:00.001-07:00

http://youtube.com/watch?v=s2EbiVOsylU

According to Junsu, the meaning of " Long time no see".

Long＝　長い

Time＝　時間

No＝　だめ

See＝　見る

No See ＝　見るな

Therefore,
Long time no see =　長い時間見るな　＝　Don't look so long!

SO CUTE RIGHT :D

(btw, Long time no see is actually 久しぶり in Japanese.)

2008-03-11T08:21:00.000-07:00

I HATE YOU OMFG I HATE YOU
ZZZZ YOU LOW-DOWN DESPICABLE BITCH.

YOU CANNOT SPOIL MY PLANS HAH. SO THERE.
I WILL STILL HAVE FUN AND I WILL GLOAT IN FRONT OF YOU !!!

S.U.C.K.E.R

2008-03-09T07:53:00.000-07:00

this is so jjang!!
GD you are so talented :D

First i have to find out where i can get this, then i'll have to fork out $64 for it -0-

2008-03-07T04:32:00.001-08:00

" Eileen, you have no life!"
" I do, I play squash."

Sometimes, I wonder what life would be like if I didn't play squash. After all the downs and downs (this is NOT a typo) in my squash life, I really wonder what life would be like if I chose a different CCA instead.

I like squash, I like the sport. It's not even the training that's making me hate it, it's you. I really hate having to face you every training session, I hate getting frustrated and playing really badly because of you even more.

Why can't life be a bed of roses just for once?

Today, I finally noticed the huge effect dbsk and super junior have on me. How their music never ever fails to cheer me up. I'm really glad I got into this fandom, it does so much more for me than any other person has ever done.

I miss Lifang, haven't talked properly to that girl for ages...

2008-03-05T06:23:00.000-08:00

life sucks.

1. fixtures are out and they suck.
2. fixtures are out and they suck.
3. there's training practically everyday during hols.

.....

LIFE JUST SUCKS LA.WAHLAO.

^ cant wait to get my O concert dvd+FITB concert dvd. even though i have to wait till the great comes out, but thats okay. w/o ros= no junsu memo pad, so i 'll wait :D

2008-02-24T05:57:00.000-08:00

OMG DBSK U'RE ON A KOREAN SHOW OMG INKIGAYO.
PURPLE LINE AND YEO HAENG GI
KILL ME NOW WITH JAESU URGH
AH WHY IS YEO HAENG GI SO NICE
WHY IS PURPLE LINE SO COOL
WHY IS JAESU SO CUTE
WHY IS YOOCHUN WANTING TO TOUCH HIMSELF
WHY IS CHANGMIN'S SMILE TO FREAKING SMEXY
WHY IS JAE SHOWING HIS CHEST
WHY IS JUNSU SHOWING SO MUCH SKIN

IM NOT A BYUNTAEEEEEEE NOOOOOOO
IM GOING CRAZY. I SWEAR IM HYPERVENTILATING.
I NEED TO STOP REWATCHING THE VIDS

JAESUUUUUUUUUUUU

WHAT AM I DOING WHEN I HAVE CHEM PRAC+ORALS+RS DUE TMR!!!

2008-02-23T05:02:00.001-08:00

Last Saturday, Vic treated us to dinner at Marriott :D
Sashimi was veryvery good, and the sukiyaki too <3

Anyway, i thought of doing a photopost but was too lazy since we took like 80 photos or so :o
Please refer to http://welovepron.livejournal.com/23228.html?#cutid1
val's lj for more photos!

2008-02-18T03:41:00.000-08:00

THIS IS TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE

dou niu yao bu yao got extended :D:D:D
more mike he hotness.
omg eileen you are turning into a stupid fangirl. must have more substance.

^on a side note, happy birthday changmin ah <3>

Yunho : "Paris is a very charming country."
Changmin:"Paris is not a country".
funniest magnae is the world :D

2008-02-15T06:10:00.000-08:00

HELLO HYUKSU CUTEST COUPLE IN THE WORLD :D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_Zn2_HUQARg

junsu actually called in to sukira! guess he missed his best friend hyuk<3

0.33

junsu: "Im actually a little sad today...I didn't receive any Vday gifts..."
teuk: "WAIT A MINUTE! XIAH JUNSU WITH FANCLUB CASSIOPEIA, WHICH ACTUALLY GOT INTO THE GUINESS BOOK OF RECORDS, WITH RED BALLOONS ACTUALLY DIDNT GET A PRESENT!"

4.42

junsu: "I want to go out with HYUKJA(hyukjae) but his face is too funny!"
hyuk: "....."

6.30

junsu: " 슈기라최고!"
teuk: "동방신기최고!"
junsu:" thank you :D"
teuk: " **********."
junsu: "슈퍼주니어최고!"

so cute so cute so cute :D suju-dongbang is love!
hyuksu pwnage!

^HEESTORY OMG SO CUTE I WANT I WANT

2008-02-14T06:24:00.000-08:00

OMG I CANNOT TAKE IT ANYMORE.
EILEEN YOU MUST STOP BEING SUPERFICIAL, YOU CANNOT LIKE SOMEONE SO MUCH BECAUSE OF HIS CHARACTER IN A DRAMA, THAT IS WRONGGGG.

EVERYTIME I WATCH A NEW DOU NIU YAO BU YAO EPISODE, I LIKE MIKE HE 100000 TIMES MORE THAN THE PREVIOUS TIME. I AM CRAZY. I THINK I WILL CRY WHEN THE LAST EPISODE COMES OUT. I WILL MISS IT LIKE CRAZY.

AH. HOW CAN ANYONE BE SO HOT....
JUNSU IM SO SORRY ><

^and junsu i really dont like your hair>< black/dark brown=best :D

^I TAKE MY WORDS BACK. JUNSU YOU LOOK GREAT <3

2008-02-12T07:58:00.000-08:00

12.45am

i've finally finished my homework :D
and i got an angbao from my bro's gf's mum :D:D

i get happy rather easily nowadays.

DBSK NEW HAIRSTYLES.
DO.NOT.LIKE.

okay junsu and yoochun and changmin, yall look fine (:

2008-02-09T07:50:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GENG <333333
MY FAVOURITE SUPER JUNIOR BOY!
MY ONE AND ONLY CHINA MAN~~
MOST INNOCENT AND KINDEST SUJU MEMBER, ALWAYS WILLING TO GIVE IN~~

I WILL ALWAYS BE WAITING FOR YOUR BEIJING FRIED RICE<3333

2008-02-08T18:39:00.000-08:00

WHAT THE SHIT. THERE'S TRNG AFTER SLI.

thanks alot man jodee.

2008-02-06T09:45:00.000-08:00

happy birthday jung yunho
even though you are my least favourite member, i still think you can dance very well :D
please treat junsu well and take good care of him!

best leader in the world<3

2008-02-01T17:31:00.000-08:00

I HATE MY MOTHER.
SHE SUCKS SO MUCH WORDS CANNOT DESCRIBE HOW MUCH.

SHE FUCKING THREW AWAY MY MOST PRECIOUS POSTER TUBE. THE ONE WITH SUJU U POSTER, DBSK JULY SMAG POSTER... AND I CANT REMEMBER.

BASICALLY THE POSTER TUBE WITH ALL THE RARE AND PRECIOUS POSTERS.
AND MY CHANGMIN POSTER. SOMEHOW TELL ME WHAT IM GOING TO TELL MY BUYER PLEASE.

I KEPT THE POSTERS IN SUCH A GREAT CONDITION JUST SO I COULD PUT IT UP DURING CNY.
AND NOW, THEY'RE ALL GONE.[

I FUCKING HATE THAT BITCH OMG. HATE HER HATE HER HATE HER HATE HER HATE HER.